Sunday Funday.

This weekend has been so uneventful, and I'm loving every minute of it.. This is Chris's weekend to work. I'm going to be getting ready to go to church in a little bit. I'm thinking that I'm going to go get pictures developed today from vacation, and go to the store for a minute. I love it when there is nothing happening on weekends. I definitely have more energy today than I did yesterday. The Pups & I took naps all day, most activity we all had was switching chairs or couches. hehehe. They have been such lazy dogs lately, I think my energy or lack of is contagious. I think that I'm going to go to church get revived for the week, and hopefully I can come home, and actually start on the Baby's room. I might go to the hardware today, and pick out some paint colors so we can get started on all that. Like it sounds in this writing things are pretty laid back this weekend, and I'm loving it. =)

House

Well according to my Baby Ticker.. Our Baby will be here in 24 weeks. That seems so fast to me, especially when it comes to having everything ready for the baby. I've been trying to clean this house, & organize, & get rid of things to Goodwill, so we can make room. I just feel like I'm moving in sloth mode. For instance, Chris was at work, I cleaned the Living room, and then the Pups & I, decided that we would take naps, and the most activity all four of us did today was switch each other for a couch or a chair, and take another nap! LOL I could usually clean the whole downstairs in about half a day. This week it's taken me... well the whole week to get 3 rooms cleaned... I have no energy lately. We are trying to clear out the "Storage" room because that's going to be the Baby's room. Then Chris's going to paint it, and then we can get everything else ready. I hope that tomorrow when I wake up I'm super spunky, & get everything done that I want too. We will see.. It's so nice to get back to blogging not just personally on my laptop. Looking forward to writing everything down that will happen over the next few years, so I can look back and remember everything.

Bubbles

After our roadtrip, we went through A LOT of windshield wiper fluid.. I got to my parents house, and grabbed a random jug of Blue, didn't read the label, and put in my car. Chris and I drove the whole five hours back to Indy, and Chris is like "Why's it producing suds??" I said "must be extra soapy windshield wiper fluid.." Then there came the Bubbles.. lol

Then my Mom calls today, and is like "Your dad tried to powerwash the house today, and someone used up all of the powerwash soap.." So I started laughing because I totally didn't read the label before I just poured it in. I said "Wellllllllll I think I know where it went.. It's in my car!" Now we're driving around Tiny Bubblin' it up in Indy. It's really entertaining for the easily amused. Bubbles evvverywhere! ;)

16 week Appt.

Well this is my 1st "Fresh" blog post. The rest of the posts, I had saved on my laptop.. I've always been a writer, it's helped me through everything in my life. I thought that maybe when I felt better someday I could put all of what happened to me out there so that if another woman was going through the same thing she could read and know that she's not alone when infertility & miscarriage issues.

Okay, enough with the heavy. It's July 9th, 2011. I'm  16 weeks and 2 days along now. Our 16 week appt. went wonderful! The dr. felt the baby's head through my abdomen, which seemed a little weird to me, but this is all new to us. Poor Chris look at me like the dr. was killing me when he was pressing on my stomach, I really hope he doesn't pass out in the delivery room. LOL Will have to pray on that, I don't want to be alone with a passed out husband. The baby's heartbeat was in the 150's. The dr. tried several times to get the babies heartbeat, and he seemed like he was having some problems doing so, and that made me really nervous like something was wrong when I was lying there. He said nothing is wrong! Your baby just wont hold still long enough for me to get an exact heartbeat, and you Mrs. Deary have a hyper little baby in there! That made me smile & feell so relieved. Everything went great with the appt. Just need to keep praying.

12 Week Appt.

Well we just got home from our 12 week appt. and we got to hear that sweet sound of the Baby's heartbeat. It was 170. I loved listening to that sweet sound. I could listen to it all day, everyday. Things are seeming more real now. I gained 3 lbs this visit. I'm still praying that everything goes good, and for a positive mindset. The Dr. said baby is due December 22nd 2011, and that we can find out on Aug. 3rd if we're having a Girl or a Boy!

8 Week Ultrasound & Appt.

I'm not seeing a High Risk Doc, who is absolutely wonderful! Way better than the dr. we had before. Chris and I were waiting so impatiently for this appt. to see if everything was okay. So the last time I had an ultrasound, I was diagnosed with a Blighted Ovum, which is where everything develops in the sac and you have all the pregnancy symptoms & hormones, but the baby had problems developing and there was an empty sac. I was praying so hard that there would be a baby on the screen when we had the ultrasound. I was a nervous wreck. We get in there, and I'm nervous as can be and then the Ultrasound Tech (who totally didn't know our past history says "OH sorry guys there's only ONE baby in there, and there's the baby!! I looked at the screen and it was like a million pounds was lifted off of my shoulders, and we heard the babies heartbeat, it was magical. The heartbeat was 143. =) I totally couldn't have asked for a better day than this. I cried, I was so happy.

April 16, 2011

Christopher & I are expecting again! =) I feel like God has blessed us with the best Christmas gift of all. I don't need any presents this year, I just want to be able to hold my Baby, and rock him or her. I feel so thankful that we concieved a little baby. I'm just about speechless, and filled with so much happiness I'm not even sure what to do or say. I feel so numb from what the past four months have been like, I'm hoping that I can move past it, and concentrate on what I need to, because we've got a little sweetheart on the way. Just need to keep praying for positive thinking, & strength to get through the next nine months & have this baby.